LAst Entry...

Haiz... Hell has FROZE over in this blog... So G-Devil decided to try a new after taking a long long.. very long break...

Come see his new blog at.. "My Chaotic little World"

AAC3 Class Tee-Shirt...

Hey AAC3 Classmates... Here is how the design of the Class T-Shirt Will look like..
As voted by Majority of the class, the T-shirt will be Collar Black Tee With Logo inthe front and picture in the back.
The Size of the picture in the back would be 16" (H)x13" (W) and the "G3" logo in the front is 4"..

This is a closer look on the Picture at the back...

I added numbers to the picture to make it easier for us to know who is who...

For those interested to buy the Class Tee, The cost is RM22.00 per shirt, so please pass the money to Alvin latest by Week 6 Wednesday.

Please also state in the T-shirt What size you want for the T-Shirt. Thanks Y'All

(P/S: So sorry Girls, but the supplier say they don't have girl tee Cutting. So all the Tee will have same Design. The Supplier did say that girl get S or M Size will fit them very well as she also got wear it.)

A Day With An Archuleta Fan....

It all started with me reading an article on the Star Newspaper one day which say that David Archuleta (1st runner up for American Idol Season 7) Will be coming to Malaysia to do a promo concert. Although I’m not a big fan of his, I knew that my cousin Lynn (A.K.A Feisty Lil Midget) is one of his biggest fan, so I decided to try to get 2 passes from DIGI.

2 weeks later, I received a sms from DIGI stating that I won the 2 passes to see DA live. So I called Midget to ask her if she wanted to go. She was practically screaming on the phone to express how much she wanted to go. Mum was asking me, “Boy… Who was that girl yelling in the phone?” I just said, “ That’s your niece screaming..” “Oh, no wonder” was what she said before going back to her house chores. ( Mental note: Do not tell Midget exciting news on the phone to avoid going deaf…)

Excited lil Midget

Courtesy of DIGI....

The concert was scheduled to start on the 11th of April, at 3pm at the Sunway Amphitheater. I planned to go there 2 hours earlier so that we can beat the crowd and get good seats. However, midget had a different idea, she wanted to go there at 8.45am! That's like hours before the actual concert starts, but she told me that she wanted to go to the fan gathering at Sunway College University. A little heavy hearted, but i agreed anyway.(I had never been a big fan of anything so i was interested in seeing how true die hard fans are like)

We arrived at Sunway college Uni around 9.30am and already there was a huge crowd there all wearing a black David Archuleta T-shirt. I heard some of the fans saying that majority of them was here since 6am (That is what i call a hard core fan). And there is already a long line outside the concert venue. Hungry as hell, i paid RM 7 to get the set breakfast the Fan Club had prepared and also registered myself as a fellow "Archie Fan". (I think I would sign up to donate my kidney if i was hungry enough )

Around 11am, the fan members were distributing some cupcakes for everyone to eat. No surprise that the cupcake was decorated with pictures of Mini David Archie's. All the fan was going " OMG so Cute!", "I can't eat David! I'm going to keep it in my cupboard for the rest of my life (Or atleast till the ants find it and i will have throw it out)". Midget was so unwilling to eat those cakes but she was hungry as well. So what she did was, she peel of Archie's face of the cupcake and place it on another cupcake which she plans to take home to worship on her David Archuleta Shrine, I presume, and ate the faceless cupcake. (Haiz.... Its just a cupcake la... meant for eating and not worshipping). Feeling a bit hungry as well, i took one of those cupcake as well;

I dunno which part of the picture looks like David Archuleta.
The costume i guess...

What a cute cupcake... WHen i was about to take a bite on it, an evil idea hatched in my head *snicker*. I took a bit on...

HIs Head!!!!! Not smilling anymore are you?

The effects was really quite cool, with pink creamy blood flowing out as well *Muahahaha* I showed it to midget for her to admire my handiwork. That's when she went ballistic and attacked me while screaming, " How Could You?! You don't bite down on David's Head... Its a sin!!!". Her screaming manage to get alot of attention from the other fans and i could hear clearly from the background someone gasping, "OMG!!! He bit Archuleta on the head! That is like SOOOOO Evil".

Anyway, I won't bore ou with the details where i have to wait under the hot sun for almost 2 hours in line just to get to the Amphitheater. So, around 1.45 we manage to go in to the place and midget was constant telling me to hurry up while jogging to the venue in hope of getting good seats. Unfortunately, when we got there, the place was already filling up fast by those people who waited in since 8am.( Damn Those Early Birds!!!)

The stage that David Archuleta would be performing on later

While waiting, we took the opportunity to camwhore with each other =)

Midget was so eager to see David that she was waiting in that pose
for a long time in hops to capturing his photo when he appears.

At 3pm, the crowd was going wild.. They were screaming ouloud very time they heard Archie's songs and chanting very loudly;

But he didn't show up on time, so there was many boos from the crowd and the girls was screaming his name at the top of their lungs(I had to cover my ears in fear of going deaf from all the noise). Then at 4.30pm, he finally made his appearance.

I have to admit he sounded much better in real be person compared to hearing his song on my MP4. Belting out songs like "crush", "Touch My Hand", and "A little not over you". The crowd was singing along with him and screaming occasionally. Then, he played the piano (to my surprise cos i didn't know he plays a musical instrument) and sang songs like "Thousand Miles " and "Angel"( Midget's Fav).



At 6.30pm. The shows were over and everyone started to go home. However, luckily for us, the fan club members will get the chance to meet him face to face and get and autograph from him back stage later! Alot of the female fans were so excite that they thought they were dreaming and started pinching each other. ( Hey! Dun pinch me! I know i'm not asleep!)

While waiting in line for our chance. We camwhore -d some more!!!

Midget wanted to kiss David But she's too short so cannot reach his cheek.
Wait till you grow taller first la!!
(Hey don't simply kiss! You dun know where it has been!!)

Then it was our turn to see him. It was my 1st time meeting a celebrity face to face, i kinda panicked at first but when i saw him i realised that he was a very nice guy. (Maybe one of the nicest celeb i seen) and i actually no different from you and me. Its just that he was tons of fans chasing after him all over the world and most probably has like a billion dollar contract to produce albums and go on road shows. Yeah, No different. Hey, But seriously, He is a really nice guy!

1st time taking photo with celebrity

Midget dreams came true.. Only better. Instead of shaking hands with her, she got his hands around her. *She was floating few inches off the floor from joy*

P.s: I was rite about her having a shrine of David Archuleta!!! I have photo evidence!

Eh? No scented candles and big statue of Archie one?

Listening to Archie's new Album now;
G-Devil

First night in the hospital

*WARNING: Super long post ahead. Go grab something to eat and go finish up your business in the toilet before continuing*

Sitting in the dark, i looked up at the ceiling and asked myself;

"What can I do to make this go away"

it's 12.45 am now. Here i am sitting in the ward 431 beside my mother's bed, looking at her now sleeping figure from time to time for any sign of trouble. My body is feeling very tired due to waking up at 8am this morning to see the doctor, and every fibre of muscle in me is screaming at me; demanding for sleep.

Yet, my eyes refuses to close its shutters as it continues to stare at the computer screen. My mind is in overdrive mode. It's like a hyperactive child who is running amok after ingesting too much candy. (maybe i should not have drank that "teh tarik" for my supper). As i sat awake typing this blog, in my head i kept replaying the memories that had happen today.

I can't stop thinking about what had happen today.
My mind is like a video that is repeatedly rewinding itself.

This morning i was so excited to see mother;the doctor told me on Sunday that she was doing fine with all the treatments and she will be able to go home today. "Finally I will be able to get mum out of this overpriced money sucking place they call a private hospital", i thought to myself. "After doing the CT scan on her head later and getting the 'ok' sign from the Doc, she can go back home. She's been acting very strangely lately. Maybe when she go home, she will go back to her old motherly self". Little did i know that her weird mumbling was merely an early tell tale sign of something which was much bigger.

When i entered ward 431, which i was hoping will be the last time i will step into this ward. I was greeted by my mother warmly smiling at me as she was in the midst of having her breakfast. After having a quick word with her, i quickly went downstairs to buy myself some breakfast. I had Roti canai and some kopi "kurang manis" for breakfast. Usually i don't take coffee in the morning, but i made an exception today as i wanted to share the cuppa with mum to celebrate her being discharged today. She really loves her coffee, but its been a while seen i had coffee with her as she is suppose to take it sparingly with her condition. It was such a sweet moment in my life as i was sharing a cuppa with her while feeding her bits of Roti canai (something which she has not taken in months due to her strict diet she is on to prevent her kidney from being further damaged. (The doctor have given the ok sign for her to loosen up her diet. So i was slowing introducing back to her the joy of eating)

Later the nurse entered the room, "excuse me, its time for your CT scan", she said. That was when mother's expression changed. She held out her arms and beckoned me to come closer. She held me in a loose embrace and whispered to me "my son. I love you...". A little surprised, i embrace her back as this is the first time she hugged me since i was a kid. Feeling a little silly over this publc display of affection over a CT scan, i told her,"its ok mum. You will be back sooner than you know it. Don't worry".

After her scan, when i saw her again she was a little different. She felt a bit distant as she stare to a faraway place that oly she can see. From time to time, she will turn to me and asked, "when is your brother coming? Will grandfather be coming also?", then for the umpteenth time i will repeat to her again " He is on his way here to fetch you. Don't worry, and again Grandpa will not be coming this afternoon. You can see him when we get home...ok?". "ok", that is her only reply as she continue to stare emptyly again.

I remembered it clearly like it was just happened yesterday, (wait.. it did happened yesterday) it was 12.45 pm when things start to take a turn for the worse. Her doctor, DR.T entered the room with a concerned face. "Is the report out Doc? Can we take her home now?", i asked hoping that that concerned look was just a figment of my imagination. "Afraid not. She wll have to stay here for another day of observation", he declared. "Reports from the CT scan stated that the is something wrong with th area of her brain which controls the body movement. She cannot go home just yet".

"What?!", i exclaimed loudly. "But my brother and my relatives are already on their way here to pick her up!". Lo and behold, my bother was standing at the corridor just outside ward 431. "what did the doctor say, brother?",my brother asked. "Argh!!! he said mum cannot go home today! And i'm goin to be late for working half day at my office today!", i said in frustration... "Tommy, you watch mum for a while ok? I willl come back as soon as i finish work, so take good care of her, ok?". "OK, leave it to me brother",he said with such confidence. "Mum... I goin to have to go to work now. but i will come back later in the evening. Tommy will be here to look after you while i'm gone", that as the last thing i said to my mum before going to work. She did not reply me as i step out of the room. The last thing i saw as the door was closing was seeing mother hugging Tommy with the same embrace she gave me this morning.

At work i called every few hour to check up on mum. With every phone call, i would ask the same thing. "How is mum? Is she ok? Did the doctor come take a look at mum? Remember to call me when the doctor is there, i want to talk to him on the phone". And my brother would reply me,"yes, she is ok. No the doctor is not here yet. I will call you". Due to my constant worrying over our mother, i fail to notice how my brother voice was sounding less and less convincing on the phone....

As so as i reached the ward which i was getting a litlle too overfamiliar with, despite my loathing for it after working hours. I was relieved to see the sight of my mum, lying in her bed being overly engrossed with the idiot box with my brother beside her side. She smiled that warm smile of her's when i entered as i asked her , "so mum, you have your dinner de ar?". "Yes, she has taken her dinner already", answered my brother. "How are you feeling mum? Did the doctor come and see you?", i continued to bombard her with questions. No answer. "Mum.. What did the doctor tell you?", i asked again as fear and worry was bubbling in me. She looked at me with vacant eyes for just a moment can turn her graze back to the tv.

The sparkle in her eyes was gone. She was not the mother who raised me and my brother single handedly. It was not my "superwoman" lying in front of me. "she been like that all afternoon", said Tommy in a soft voice. Panicking, ran to the nurse counter and asked,"has the doctor come seen my mother? How is her report?". In a casual manner, the nurse answered me," the doctor has seen her and gone home. the report is stil not out. we still don't know". It is obvious she does not know about the seriousness of the issue. When nothing from the nurse could comfort me, i quickly punched the number of my aunts and begged that they would come quickly to take a look at their sister.

So, my 2 aunt, 1 uncle and grandfather showed up at the hospital as soon as their land vehicle could carry them to see my mother. They greeted mum, but mum shows no sign of recognition. "Do you know who are we?" asked one of my aunt. She looked blankly at them and turn back to watching disney channel. The terrible truth dawned to me, mother has lost the ability to recongnise people and talk coherently. Tommy, stepped out of the room quickly with me close behind him. Outside ward 431, he started to get teary eyed. "Brother... I'm scared. Mummy has been like that since just now. I really wanted to cry since this afternoon". "Don't cry silly. We must be strong and not let mum see us like this. Now go wash your face" i said trying to comfort him while holding back my tears as well. I didn't know he was that strong.

After several attempts by the relatives to jog her memory but with no avail. They decided to head back home and see what the doctor has to say tomorrow. Hopefully, with a solution. I offered to saty back to keep an eye on mum as in her current state she will not be able to call the nurse in her time of need. At first, there was objection from the nurses at the counte as it was against hospitals policy to let a male family member to stay with in the female ward. Eventhough, there was only my mother in ward 431. But after some persuading, the nurses gave in to our pleas on a condition that if a new patient were to stay in the same room as mum. I will have to sleep in the corridor for the night.

We agreed to that, hoping that there wil not be any new patient occupying the same room as mum. However, i don't know if it is sheer coincidence or they purposely did it to enforce the hospital rules. At, 11.45pm, a new patient was brought into ward 431!!! I did not budge as the new occupant did not make any complaints and she also had her mother who was accompanying her for the night. But tonight, lady luck did not support me because at exactly 2.15am the nurses came in and "politely" forbid me from staying in the room. As agreed upon, i walked out of the room with my borrowed laptop and digity in hand. (It would be rather funny to see me now, sitting in the corridor few feet away from ward 431 with a pink towel on my lap while typing silently on this laptop, but they did not had any other color towel. So i will have to make do). Secretly, i was hoping that something would happen so that i can sue the hospital for their stupid policy and lousy customer service, but praying that something happened at the expense of my mother's well being as a price which is a little too high from which i am willing to pay.

I have finish blogging everthing that had happen today to it's most current event. So i have come to an end of my very very long blog post. (Since, i'm still so awake. Maybe i will watch some anime till the next morning and catch some zzz when my shift is over)

Till next time...

Sitting in a corridor with a pink towel, a borrowed laptop and his dignity.
G-Devil

Sudah Jatuh, Ditimpa Tangga...

Does it hurt?

"sudah jatuh, ditimpa tangga" which is roughly translated in English as "Hit by the ladder after falling off it" is a malay proverb which is used to describe a situation where adverse incidents which happens continuously. This proverb best describe the situation I'm experiencing right now.

How adverse is my situation you ask? Hmm... how about finding out that you fail not one, but several subjects in your semester examination on your 21st birthday? Then to get a phone call from your relative one morning telling you that your mother has been hospitalized few days later. To put the cherry on top of this sundae of misfortune, your mum health suddenly takes a turn for the worse on the day she was suposed to be discharged.

Normally, these kind of misfortunate would occur to anyone...Maybe not in the same order as mine, but it will still occur nevertheless. It usually happens in the span of months or year... OK maybe weeks for those who are very very unlucky.

How unfortunate for me, my misfortune keeps coming every few days. (Damn "sui" man!!!) Found out about my result on Tuesday,(3 days later) then got news bout my mum being hospitalized on Friday, and (2 days later) on monday, mother suddenly become mentally ill and is unable to respone to us anymore...

Did a parade of black cats walk across my path without me noticng? or did i accidently break all of the mirrors in the Hall of Mirrors in my sleep? I really don't know *sigh*

I'm at a very very low point in my life now. Mentally, i'm very stressed. Physically, i'm very exhausted, Emotionally, i'm very near the breaking point.

The only thing keeping me going right now is that since i'm already at the bottom now, things can only start loking up. no?

Keeping a positive outlook;
G-Devil

G-DEVIL Is SO HYPE About Blogging Again....

But The ideas are not flowing in =(

St. Valentine's Day Is around the corner...

Its that time of the year again... Where you can see pink and red heart shaped papers stuck all over shopping malls, Where prices of red roses becomes cut throat and TV station keeps playing weepy love songs while showing pictures of couple enjoying themselves. Yes.. Valentine Day is coming soon.

So for my readers out there who are happily attached or are planing to have a great Valentine celebration with their significant other, I would like to wish you Happy Valentine!!!!

Personally for me, I kinda have a love-hate relationship with this day. I loved Valentine Day back in the schooling days, because it was like Aprils Fool Days to me where we can pull pranks on people we don't like. For example, During my time (OMG! i Sound so old!), students will try to get us to send dedications to another student in the school in celebration of Valentine and also to earn a quick bucks for their clubs or associations. This service was like the ULTIMATE pranks (At least to me, I don't dare to go too extreme) you can legally pull on another student without being sent to the principal's office. The dedications would be read to the recipeint outloud or in a form of a card. So, How embrarassed will you be if you were to gotten a dedication like "I had a great time last night... but too bad about the size" or "I like you but please stop stalking me!" *Snigger*

However, at the same time I also hated valentine day because it just remind me on how miserebly lonely one can get on that day. I avoid going out on that day because the whole strrets will be filled with nothing but love-blinded couple while i have to walk around alone. *Sigh* For the record, I have not officially celebrated this day yet (Pathethic case hor?). Hopefully it will change soon...

Anyway, i also did not neglect my readers who are still free and single, so for this coming Valentine day, I wish you;

Have a great Weekend!!!

Suffering from "Love Hate Valentine Sickness..."
G-Devil <3